You wanna feel urgh-ed now?

I don't really care who started what anymore.Is it me or am I the only one trying to fix things?I solve one problem...and then BAM!Another one comes up.Maybe we're all way too different to realize that we can agree on something.Well if you'd like to know...please don't put words into my mouth.Or thoughts into my head.Don't assume.Don't jump to conclusions.That's just mean.Don't go writing/saying/gossiping about something you don't know the truth to.If I wanted to tell you I would've done it a million years ago.If I do tell you,keep it to yourself.Unless I say you can tell whoever and whenever.If you're classified as my best friend,well keep it that way.Don't try to find reasons why you can't be.If you're my best friend/good friend/close friend/best buddy, please keep the privacy of our conversations private.If not...then please reconsider your friend application.Don't go blurting out whatever you just heard from my mouth which probably comes from my heart,which is probably very personal.I really don't mind who you hang out with or who you make friends with.If I tell you something,how I feel,what I think about everything,if I'm serious you better listen.Because it's very rare that I'm serious about anything.I like things happy and problem-free.But obviously if there is a big obstacle in the way,I'll do my best to find out what it is,find out why it's there and try my best to move it.I'm tired of it all.Entirely sick of this.It's worse than tug-of-war.That game is tiring physically,but this?This is tiring physically,mentally,emotionally and whatever-ly.Unless you want to drain everyone,fix it.Fix it now.I can't be the only one doing everything and being the peace guru.So it's either now or never.If it can't be fixed then I'll leave.I'll drop everything and forget we ever had a connection.Unless you desperately want to fix it and not be all high and mighty about it.Make the right decision.And make it now.If you want me to say something you want to hear then tell me.I'll say it if it feels right in my brain and my heart.If you want me to do something,tell me what it is.Don't just sit there hoping I'll read your mind.I'm not psychic as much as I hope I am.I'm human just like the rest of you.Just fix it.Help me fix it.Because I liked it when my best friends understood how I felt and had no problem with it.